I turned 18 on Thursday. Woah. I am now old enough to go to clubs, buy cigarettes and porn, and do surveys without permission from my parents. It's kind of surreal. I remember when I was younger and 18 seemed so far away, so strange. Now I'm 18, I'm in college, and I have a job. It sounds so. . . mature. I feel like I haven't changed, but really I'm always changing, but slowly so as not to attract my attention. I need to keep my eyes open to change.

So on Friday I went to a club. haha. It was fun. I need to go with people that will go crazy instead of reserved people. needs to visit me and go clubbing with me and friends! THAT would be fun.


I mentioned that I have a job. I'm working in a research lab through the Undergraduate Research Opportunity Program at my university. I'm doing a project about the genetics of deafness. I work with mice and isolate DNA and genotype the mice. It's really interesting. The lab is nice and laid back and everyone is helpful.

I'm BUSYBUSYBUSY. I need more time to draw.

I can't wait until Thanksgiving break so I can watch Escanaba In Da Moonlight and Cannibal: The Musical with my friends. It will be so much fun.

I bought a black scarf from H & M and also some charcoal Converses from Kohls. I can't wait until I'm cool.